Sunday, January 4, 2015

The Guide for Beginners’ Recovery from Alcoholism and Addiction Today by Applying "Old-School" Akron A.A. in Today’s Recovery Scene


The Guide for Beginners’ Recovery from Alcoholism and Addiction Today

By Applying "Old-School" Akron A.A. in Today’s Recovery Scene

 

By Dick B.

© 2015 Anonymous. All rights reserved

 

 

Some Key Concepts and Events That Influenced Early A.A.

 

·         Summary of the Stages of Healing Techniques, Beginning with the Apostles, and How They Lived Their Lives—including praying, witnessing, converting others, healing, fellowshipping in homes and  temple, and breaking bread together

 

·         How Recovery “Christian techniques” Began to Be Employed in the Manner of First Century Christian Fellowships

 

·         The Turning by Christian Groups in the 1850’s to Ministering to the “Unworthy”

 

·         The Christian Entities That Led the Way

 

·         Christian Revivals in the Upbringing of A.A.’s Co-founders

[Especially, the “Great Awakening” of 1875 in St. Johnsbury]

 

·         Congregationalism in Vermont and in the Families of A.A.’s Cofounders

 

·         Participation of Bill W.’s and Dr. Bob’s Grandparents and Parents

 

·         Church, Sunday School, Sermons, Reading of Scripture, Hymns, Prayer Meetings, the Young Men’s Christian Association, and the United Society of Christian Endeavor

 

·         The Congregational Domination of Academies Attended by Dr. Bob, Bill W., and Ebby Thacher; and the Christian Practices Required of Students

 

·         The Spiral Downward (glass in hand) by Dr. Bob and by Bill W. as They Departed for College

 

 

The Early Formative Days for Alcoholics and Addicts Involved in Alcoholics Anonymous

 

How the First Three AAs Got Sober

 

A.A. Number One, Bill W. Future A.A. cofounder Bill W. became born again at Calvary Mission in New York around December 7, 1934, after his old Burr and Burton Seminary schoolmate, Ebby T., shared the message of “A First Century Christian Fellowship” (also known as “the Oxford Group”) with him in late November 1934. Shortly thereafter, Bill was cured of his alcoholism in his hospital room at Towns Hospital around December 14, 1934, when he cried out to God for help, had an experience in which his hospital room “blazed with an indescribably white light,” and had the “blazing thought”: “Bill, you are a free man. This is the God of the Scriptures.” Bill never again doubted the existence of God, and he never drank again.

 

A.A. Number Two, Dr. Bob. About March or April 1935, Henrietta Seiberling arranged a meeting of participants in the Oxford Group at the home of T. Henry and Clarace Williams in Akron for the purpose of seeing future A.A. cofounder Dr. Bob delivered from his alcoholism.  After Dr. Bob (the alcoholic) confessed at that meeting that he was “a secret drinker,” and at his request, he joined the small group of friends in prayer for his deliverance from alcoholism on their knees on a rug on the floor of the Williams’s home. Shortly after that prayer, on May 11, 1935, Henrietta Seiberling received a seemingly-miraculous phone call from Bill W., a stranger from New York who was on a business trip in Akron, seeking a drunk to work with. The next day, May 12, 1935 (Mother’s Day), she introduced Dr. Bob and Bill W. to each other at her home; and, after a six hour talk, the two men were bound to the principle of serving others. But Dr. Bob had yet to be cured. After beginning to work with Bill W. in helping other alcoholics in May and early June, Dr. Bob went on a bender on the way to and at the American Medical Association convention at Atlantic City, New Jersey. Upon his return to Ohio from the A.M.A. convention, Dr. Bob undertook a scheduled surgery. Bill and Bob’s family were concerned that Bob was too shaky to operate. But at four o’clock in the morning on the day of the operation, Dr. Bob told Bill: “I have placed both operation and myself in God’s hands.” Bill W. gave Dr. Bob a bottle of beer that morning before the operation. Dr. went ahead with the surgery that day, and it was a success. That bottle of beer--which Bill W. and Dr. Bob both said Dr. Bob had on June 10, 1935--was Dr. Bob’s last drink. He was cured of alcoholism and never drank again for the rest of his life. “. . . [I]t is generally agreed that Alcoholics Anonymous began there, in Akron, on that date: June 10, 1935.” [DR. BOB and the Good Oldtimers, 75]. (The actual date of Dr. Bob’s last drink, however, may have been closer to June 17, as the A.M.A. convention in Atlantic City was held from June 10-14 that year.)

 

A.A. Number Three, Bill D. On June 26, 1935, Akron attorney Bill D. checked into Akron City Hospital, following seven earlier hospital stays for alcoholism within the preceding six months. A.A. cofounders Bill W. and Dr. Bob visited with Bill D. in the hospital and persuaded him to admit to his seemingly-hopeless alcoholism. Bill D. got on his knees and gave his life to God. He also promised to help others get well. And he walked out of the hospital a free man. He never drank again. Bill W. later announced that July 4, 1935—the date on which Bill D. was released from the hospital—marked the founding of the first Alcoholics Anonymous group in the world, “Akron Number One.”

 

All three men had renounced liquor for good. They had believed in God and were students of the Bible. They were Christians. And in their darkest hours, they sought God’s help for their ascent from the abyss and received it.

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The First Program of Recovery

 

The A.A. pioneers in Akron soon developed an effective recovery program for working with alcoholics. An agent of John D. Rockefeller, Jr., named Frank Amos went to Akron in late February 1938 to investigate the early Akron A.A. program on behalf of Mr. Rockefeller. Based on Amos’s investigation, he prepared a report for Mr. Rockefeller. Parts of that report were published in the A.A. General Service Conference-approved book, DR. BOB and the Good Oldtimers, including a seven-point summary of the Akron program found on page 131. Both Amos’s seven-point summary of the early Akron A.A. program as of February 1938, and the 16 practices the pioneers used to implement that seven-point program, are included in our book, Stick with the Winners! How to Conduct More Effective 12-Step Recovery Meetings Using Conference-Approved Literature: A Dick B. Guide for Christian Leaders and Workers in the Recovery Arena (Kihei, HI: Paradise Research Publications, Inc., 2012), by Dick B. and Ken B. The documentation for Amos’s seven-point summary of the early Akron program and for the 16 practices of the early Akron AAs is set forth on pages 27-38.

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The Next Major Program Development Was

the Remarkable Cleveland Program Offshoot and Its Top Success

 

There are several reliable summaries of the Cleveland application of “old-school” A.A., including:

 

·         Three Clarence Snyder Sponsee Old-timers and Their Wives, Our A.A. Legacy to the Faith Community: A Twelve-Step Guide for Those Who Want to Believe, compiled and edited by Dick B. (Winter Park, FL: Came to Believe Publications, 2005). The three author-couples were sponsored by Clarence, sponsored many others, put on retreats organized by Clarence, and were at his side for many years until his death. And, after Clarence died, they later devoted almost a year to interviews, phone calls, correspondence, and manuscript work with Dick B. in order to develop this guide. It is widely used by AAs, at the retreats, and by hundreds who use it as a guide to A.A. and how to take its 12 Steps.

 

·         Dick B., That Amazing Grace: The Role of Clarence and Grace S. in Alcoholics Anonymous (Kihei, HI: Paradise Research Publications, Inc., 1996). Dick B. spoke at many retreats with Grace S. He and his son Ken B. interviewed Grace extensively, and reviewed such books, papers, and records owned by Clarence as Grace made available when Dick and Ken spent a week with Grace at a home in Florida.

 

·         Mitchell K., How It Worked: The Story of Clarence H. Snyder and the Early Days of Alcoholics Anonymous in Cleveland (1991). Mitchell was sponsored by Clarence, gained possession of most of Clarence’s papers, and wrote the authoritative biography of Clarence and his founding of A.A.’s third group in the world in Cleveland on May 11, 1939.

 

There were some principal points that Grace S. and Mitchell K. made clear to me concerning the A.A. fellowship Clarence S. founded in Cleveland. For example, that Clarence brought with him to Cleveland from Akron important parts of A.A. history, including: the requirement of belief in God; study of the Bible; visiting newcomers, particularly in the hospital; and participating in a great deal of fellowship—including sports, choir, braking bread, dances, and group prayer.

 

Clarence “. . . concluded that, by keeping most of the ‘old program,’ including the Four Absolutes and the Bible, ninety-three percent of those surveyed [two years after Alcoholics Anonymous (“the Big Book”) was published in April 1939] had maintained uninterrupted sobriety.” [Mitchell K.’s How It Worked, 108]. Here is what Bill W. wrote as to what Cleveland had done with “most of the ‘old program,’ including the Four Absolutes and the Bible”:

 

We old-timers in New York and Akron had regarded this fantastic phenomenon with deep misgivings. Had it not taken us four whole years, littered with countless failures, to produce even a hundred good recoveries? Yet here in Cleveland we now saw about twenty members, not very experienced themselves, suddenly confronted by hundreds of newcomers as a result of the Plain Dealer articles. How could they possibly manage? We did not know. But a year later we did know for by then Cleveland had about thirty groups and several hundred members. . . . Yes, Cleveland’s results were of the best. [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age: A Brief History of A.A., 21-22]

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Bill W.’s New Book, Alcoholics Anonymous,

and Its “New Version of the Program, now the ‘Twelve Steps’”

 

Right after Bill W. and Dr. Bob counted the noses of the recoveries to date in November 1937, “Bill began to think of setting up a chain of profit-making hospitals, of raising money, of subsidizing missionaries, and of writing a book of experiences that would carry the message of recovery to other cities and other countries.” [DR. BOB and the Good Oldtimers, 123]. Dr. Bob backed up Bill during a meeting of 18 A.A. members in Akron, and the group approved Bill’s whole package of ideas by a slim, 11-to-9 vote. [DR. BOB and the Good Oldtimers, 123-24]. With that approval in hand, Bill returned to New York; and Bill began writing Alcoholics Anonymous in May 1938. [Lois Remembers, 111] But he began writing untethered as to its contents. Dr. Bob had merely commented: “Keep it simple!” Bill, however, came up with a whole “new version of the program, now the ‘Twelve Steps.’” [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 162] Soon after Bill wrote the Twelve Steps to be included in “the famous Chapter 5,” it was decided that “[t]here would have to be a story or case history section. We would have to produce evidence in the form of living proof, written testimonials of our membership itself.” [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 164]. By the end of January 1939, 18 stories from members of the Akron group and 10 stories from the New York group had been completed, as well as 11 initial chapters. [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 164]. 400 copies of 20 of those personal stories, together with the 11 initial chapters, were then published as “the mimeograph issue ‘Alcoholics Anonymous,’” [better known as “the Multilith Edition” or “the Original Manuscript”], and it was sent out far and wide for comment. [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 165].

 

But there was dissension. For example, Fitz M., the Episcopal minister’s son and Bill W.’s second success (after Hank P.) to recover at Towns Hospital, constantly traveled to reinforce the position that the book ought to be Christian in the doctrinal sense of the word and should say so. Fitz favored using Biblical terms and expressions to make this clear. But the atheists and agnostics, said Bill W., were still to make a tremendously important contribution. The protesters, led by Bill W.’s friend and business partner Henry P., were for deleting the word “God” from the book entirely. Henry had come to believe in some sort of “universal power.” He wanted a psychological book. [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 162-64].

 

There was still argument about the Twelve Steps. Bill wrote:

 

All this time I had refused to budge on these steps. I would not change a word of the original draft, in which I had consistently used the word “God,” and in one place the expression “on our knees” was used. Praying to God on one’s knees was still a big affront to Henry. He argued, he begged, he threatened. . . . He was positive we would scare off alcoholics by the thousands when they read those Twelve Steps. [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 166-67; emphasis added].

 

A detour was fashioned. Bill pointed out that the steps could be made suggestive only.

 

And the totally-compromised draft of the first edition manuscript was chopped up by a committee of four—Bill W., Hank P., Fitz, and the secretary, Ruth Hock. And then an endless number of parties took a crack at the working manuscript (known as “the Multilith Edition” and “the Original Manuscript) when 400 copies of that version were circulated “to everyone we could think of who might be concerned with the problem of alcoholism.” Then came “the printer’s manuscript” version containing “accepted” changes, “rejected” changes, the marginalia, and the “proof sheet” changes. Later editors insisted that “the printer’s manuscript” was badly mangled. But a bidder at an auction at Sotheby’s paid almost a million dollars for “the printer’s manuscript” in 2007. That “printer’s manuscript” version of the first edition of Alcoholics Anonymous is now available for public viewing in the form of high-resolution scans of each of its pages included in The Book That Started It All: The Original Working Manuscript of “Alcoholics Anonymous” (Center City, MN: Hazelden, 2010).

 

And, though there are suspect additions, and many hand-written opinions and suggestions, one can look at the Hazelden publication and see the manuscript that contained the first edition of the Big Book, published by Works Publishing Company in New York in April 1939.

 

Bill W.’s “new version of the program, now the ‘Twelve Steps,” contains a huge and obvious compromise when it is compared to the original, highly-successful “old-school” Akron A.A. program Bill and Dr. Bob began developing together over the summer of 1935. [See Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 166-67]. And regardless of how one views that great compromise, it resulted in major changes being made to Bill W.’s original draft of the Twelve Steps in which Bill himself said he had consistently used the word “God.” Changes such as describing God as a “Power greater than ourselves” in Step Two and inserting the modifying phrase “as we understood Him” following the word “God” in Steps Three and Eleven. 

 

So the real “new version of the program” and its Twelve Steps were compromised in tenor and purpose. In Bill’s language:

 

Such were the final concessions to those of little or no faith; . . . so that all who suffer might pass through, regardless of their belief or lack of belief.

 

God was certainly there in our Steps, but He was now expressed in terms that anybody—anybody at all—could accept and try. . . . [Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 167; emphasis in original].

 

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The Present Program Has Left God in the Dust

 

Was God a “power?” Could He merely be described as a “Power greater than ourselves?” Was He “a light bulb” or “the Big Dipper” as some have frequently said? Could you—with the stroke of a pen—change God into someone or something, anyone or anything, and expect that/it to heal him?

 

Jim H., probably the A.A. with the most sobriety when he died, once said to me: “Dick, if you take God out of A.A., you have nothing.”

 

Should a newcomer hear that he should pray to nothing for help? That he need believe in nothing for rescue? That A.A. is just about “not-god-ness”? That he can select a rock, a chair, a door knob, a table, or some undefined “higher power” for healing?

 

We think the newcomer needs to hear the whole story and not just about rocks and tables, higher powers, light bulbs, or “nothing at all.” For a newcomer to be told or to expect that “nothing at all” is going to cure them of alcoholism is, of course, absurd. Or should the newcomer hear the rest of the story and believe or affirm what his “basic text” (i.e., the Big Book) claims: that the Creator of the heavens and the earth has more power than any product of man’s mind or hands? More than enough power (and love and forgiveness) to cure that newcomer of their alcoholism.

 

You decide.

Gloria Deo

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Strengthening the Faith of Christians in A.A., N.A. and Recovery


Strengthening the Faith of Christians in A.A., N.A., and Recovery Today

Bill Wilson’s Call on God for Help

Dick B.
© 2015 Anonymous. All rights reserved.

Dr. William D. Silkworth advised Bill Wilson that Jesus Christ, the Great Physician, could cure Bill of his alcoholism. At the time of Bill Wilson’s third hospitalization in Towns Hospital, Bill had a discussion with his physician, Dr. William D. Silkworth, on the subject of the “Great Physician.” And Silkworth’s biographer Dale Mitchel wrote in Silkworth: The Little Doctor Who Loved Drunks:

“Silkworth has not been given the appropriate credit for his position on a spiritual conversion, particularly as it may relate to true Christian benefits. Several sources, including Norman Vincent Peale in his book The Positive Power of Jesus Christ, agree that it was Dr. Silkworth who used the term ‘The Great Physician’ to explain the need in recovery for a relationship with Jesus Christ. . . . In the formation of AA, Wilson initially insisted on references to God and Jesus, as well as the Great Physician. . .  . Silkworth challenged the alcoholic with an ultimatum. Once hopeless, the alcoholic would grasp hold of any chance of sobriety. Silkworth, a medical doctor, challenged the alcoholic with a spiritual conversion and a relationship with God as part of a program of recovery. His approach with Bill Wilson was no different. . . Wilson did often confirm Silkworth as ‘very much a founder of AA.’ . . . . [Bill wrote:] “I was in black despair. And in the midst of this I remembered about this God business. . . and I rose up in bed and said, “If there be a God, let him show himself now! All of a sudden there was a light. . .a blinding white light that filled the whole room. A tremendous wind seemed to be blowing all around me and right through me. I felt as if I were standing on a high mountain top. . . I felt that I stood in the presence of God.” [In Norman Vincent Peale, The Art of Living] The Silkworth copy of this book inscribed by Peale is available at the Silkworth Collection Archives. . .  . In this book in particular he describes the need for surrender (p.105), he uses the term ‘The Great Physician’ (later used by Bill Wilson) as a metaphor for Jesus Christ (pp. 123 -26, and 151), and the details of an act of making amends, the AA Ninth Step, (pp. 128-31), all of which are cornerstones of spiritual living ripe within the Alcoholics Anonymous program and that of Dr. Silkworth.”[1]

Ebby Thacher visited his old school friend and companion Bill Wilson shortly after Bill’s third hospitalization. Ebby told Bill that he (Ebby) had been lodging at Calvary Rescue Mission,[2] had “got religion,”[3] and that “God had done for him what he could not do for himself.”[4] Ebby had there in Calvary Mission made a decision for Christ.[5] In a manuscript I found at Stepping Stones, titled, “Bill Wilson’s Original Story,” every line was numbered. The numbers ran from 1 to 1180; and here is how Bill there described Ebby’s approach and Bill’s observation that Ebby had been born again at the Mission:

“Nevertheless here I was sitting opposite a man who talked about a personal God, who told me how he had found Him, who described to me how I might do the same thing and who convinced me utterly that something had come into his life which had accomplished a miracle. The man was transformed; there was no denying he had been reborn.” (lines 935-42).[6]

Bill Wilson shortly set out for Calvary Mission to receive what his friend Ebby had received.[7] Upon his arrival at Calvary Mission, Bill went to the altar just as Ebby had done.[8] And just as Ebby had done, Bill made a decision for Christ.[9] Rev. Sam Shoemaker’s wife was present. She told me on the telephone from her home in Burnside very explicitly that she was present at the Mission and that Bill there “made a decision for Christ.”[10]

In a recorded talk at Dallas, Texas, Bill Wilson’s wife Lois Wilson described the events that took place at Bill’s conversion:

“Well, people got up and went to the altar and gave themselves to Christ. And the leader of the meeting asked if there was anybody that wanted to come up. And Bill started up. . . .  And he went up to the front and really, in very great sincerity, did hand over his life to Christ.”[11]

The Rev. W. Irving Harris was Dr. Shoemaker’s Assistant Minister. Harris and his wife Julia lived in Calvary House where Shoemaker lived, and knew Bill Wilson quite well. Rev. Harris typed a memorandum which his wife Julia gave to me, which said of Bill’s Mission Conversion:

“. . . it was at a meeting at Calvary Mission that Bill himself was moved to declare that he had decided to launch out as a follower of Jesus Christ.”[12]

Then, it was Bill Wilson himself who began to describe his own conversion to Christ at the Calvary Mission altar. First, while drunk, Bill wrote a letter to his brother-in-law Dr. Leonard Strong, using the same description that Ebby had used regarding his own conversion. Bill said, “I’ve got religion.”[13]

Of far greater importance are the remarks that I found twice in Bill’s manuscripts at Stepping Stones and which are now recorded in his own autobiography published by Hazelden. Bill wrote:

“For sure I’d been born again.”[14]

Even Bill’s wife Lois, having seemingly become resentful of Bill’s victory, wrote: “Although my joy and faith in his rebirth continued, I missed our companionship. We were seldom alone now.”[15]

But the decision at the altar did not, at first, produce sobriety. Bill had not yet had quite enough to drink. After his conversion, he wandered drunk in despair and dark depression to Towns Hospital one more time. He was, he said, still pondering “that mission experience.”[16]

Concluding he could no longer defeat alcoholism on his own and still remembering Dr. Silkworth’s assurance that Jesus Christ the Great Physician could cure him, Bill thought:

“Yes, if there was any great physician that could cure the alcohol sickness, I’d better seek him now, at once. I’d better find what my friend [Ebby] had found.”[17]

Bill arrived at Towns Hospital for his last visit as a patient. For Bill, “The terrifying darkness had become complete.” Then he thought, “But what of the Great Physician? For a brief moment, I suppose, the last trace of my obstinacy was crushed out as the abyss yawned. I remember saying to myself,

I’ll do anything, anything at all. If there be a Great Physician, I’ll call on him.’”[18]

And here are a few of Bill’s comments about what happened when he made that “call” and had his hospital room blaze with an extraordinary “white light experience”—a vital religious experience that changed his life forever, an experience that dominated the early A.A. thinking about the importance of Jesus Christ, and an experience that may give strength to the faith of Christians in A.A. today: Bill described this vital religious experience in  the chapter of the Big Book which he called “There is a Solution.”

“Then, with neither faith, nor hope, I cried out, ‘If there be a God, let him show himself.’ The effect was instant, electric. Suddenly my room blazed with an indescribably white light. I was seized with an ecstasy beyond description. I have no words for this. Every joy I had known was pale by comparison. The light, the ecstasy, I was conscious of nothing else. Then, seen in the mind’s eye, there was a mountain. I stood upon its summit where a great wind blew. A wind, not of air, but of spirit. In great, clean strength it blew right through me.”[19]

“And then the great thought burst upon me: ‘Bill, you are a free man! This is the God of the Scriptures.’ And then I was filled with a consciousness of a presence. A great peace fell over me, and I was with this I don’t know how long. But then the dark side put in an appearance, and it said to me, ‘Perhaps, Bill, you are hallucinating. You better call in the doctor.’ So the doctor came, and haltingly I told him of the experience. Then came great words for Alcoholics Anonymous. The little man had listened, looking at me so benignly with those blue eyes of his, and at length he said to me, ‘Bill you are not crazy. I have read about this sort of thing in books but I have never seen it first hand. . . .’ So I hung on, and then I knew there was a God and I knew there was grace. And through it all I have continued to feel, and if I may presume to say it, that I do know these things.”[20]

A.A.’s official biography of Bill Wilson summarized the results of Bill’s white light experience:

“Bill Wilson had just had his 39th birthday, and he still had half his life ahead of him. He always said that after that experience, he never again doubted the existence of God. He never took another drink.”[21]

Not only had he quit drinking for good, but he set about feverishly witnessing to anyone who would listen. Dr. Samuel M. Shoemaker, Jr., to whose church the Calvary Mission belonged, encouraged Bill to spread the message of change and spiritual recovery to others like himself. William G. Borchert reports the events as follows:

“Bill took the preacher at his word. With Lois’s full support, he was soon walking through the gutters of the Bowery, into the nut ward at Bellevue Hospital, down the slimy corridors of fleabag hotels, and into the detox unit at Towns with a Bible under his arm.  He was promising sobriety to every drunk he could corner if they, like he, would only turn their lives over to God.”[22]

Yet, as Dr. Bob put it, “Time went by, and he [Bill Wilson] had not created a single convert, not one. As we express it, no one had jelled. He worked tirelessly with no thought of saving his own strength or time, but nothing seemed to register.”[23] But the message was carried to Dr. Bob and simmered to its essence by three months of Bible study and discussion by Bill and Bob in the summer of 1935.[24] The simple Original program, founded in Akron on June 10, 1935, developed by the Akron Christian Fellowship, and incorporating the basic ideas taken from the study of the Good Book, achieved astonishing success by November of 1937. They are printed in page 131 of DR. BOB and the Good Oldtimers.

The seven points of the original program—the basic ideas taken, as Dr. Bob said, from the Bible. were summarized for the Rockefeller family and are printed in full in Stick with the Winners! How to Conduct More Effective 12-Step Recovery Meetings Using Conference-Approved Literature: A Dick B. Guide for Christian Leaders and Workers in the Recovery Arena, by Dick B. and Ken B. (Kihei, HI: Paradise Research Publications, Inc., 2012), pp. 25-26. And authors Dick B. and Ken B. have itemized the 16 principles and practices that the Christian pioneers used to implement the summarized points of their program. The full text of the itemization is set forth in Stick with the Winners! at pages 27-37.

Bill Wilson’s message, incorporating his view of the importance of Jesus Christ, is recorded in two places in A.A.’s subsequent literature.

On page 191 of the Fourth edition of A.A.’s Big Book, Bill is quoted as saying:

“The Lord has been so wonderful to me, curing me of this terrible disease that I just want to keep talking about it and telling people.”[25]

And, in earlier A.A. years Bill’s message repeatedlycontinued to express this basic idea to others still in need of help. One account begins with a visit by Dr. Bob’s sponsee, Clarence H. Snyder, with a Cleveland man:

[Said this Cleveland man:] “One evening I had gone out after dinner to take on a couple of double-headers and stayed a little later than usual, and when I came home Clarence [Snyder] was sitting on the davenport with Bill W. [Bill Wilson]. I do not recollect the specific conversation that went on but I believe I did challenge Bill to tell me something about A.A., and I do recall one another thing: I wanted to know what it was that worked so many wonders, and hanging over the mantel was a picture of Gethsemane and Bill pointed to it and said, “There it is,” which didn’t make much sense to me.”[26]

And this was it. For those in early A.A. who thoroughly followed the path that began with belief in God and surrender to Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior, the path was a path to success—to finding God, to A.A.’s solution—the vital religious experience.. And Bill’s message for those who wanted to hear it was that the Lord had cured him. Dr. Bob confirmed Bill’s message with the last line of Bob’s own personal story when he said, “Your Heavenly Father will never let you down!”[27]

Gloria Deo



[1] Dale Mitchel, Silkworth The Little Doctor Who Loved Drunks: The Biography of William Duncan Silkworth, M.D. (Center City, MN: Hazelden, 2002), 33-34, 44-52, 63, 65, 78, 96, 100=01, 106-09,  121-22, 151, 159-61, 193-99, 225.

[2] Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age: A Brief History of A.A. (New York: Alcoholics Anonymous World Services, Inc., 1957),  58-9; Bill Wilson: Bill W. My First 40 Years: An Autobiography By the CoFounder of Alcoholics Anonymous (Center City, MN: Hazelden, 2000),  132.

[3] Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age, 58.

[4] Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th ed. (New York: Alcoholics Anonymous World Services, Inc., 2001), 11.

[5] T. Willard Hunter, “It Started Right There”: Behind the Twelve Steps and the Self-help Movement, Rev. ed. (Claremont, California: Ives Community Office, 2006), 6.

[6] Dick B., Turning Point: A History of Early A.A.’s Spiritual Roots and Successes (San Rafael, CA: Paradise Research Publications, 1997). Note: This and other such manuscripts will shortly be published in Dick B.’s latest book with the working title, The Early Manuscripts and Papers I Was Allowed to See and Copy at Stepping Stones Archives in 1991.

[7] Bill W., My First 40 Years 135-37.,

[8] Bill W., My First 40 Years, 137.

[9] Dick B., The Conversion of Bill W.: More on the Creator’s Role in Early A.A. (Kihei, HI: Paradise Research Publications, Inc., 2006), 92-94.

[10] Dick B., The Conversion of Bill W., 94.

[11] This quote was discovered by A.A. historian Richard K., who listened to the Lois Wilson recording, wrote down the “Christ” remark, and provided the information to me. See Dick B., When Early AAs Were Cured and Why, 3rd ed. (Kihei, HI: Paradise Research Publications, Inc., 2006), 11.

[12] Dick B., New Light on Alcoholism: God, Sam Shoemaker, and A.A., Pittsburgh ed. (Kihei, HI: Paradise Research Publications, Inc., 1999), 533.

[13] Dick B., When Early AAs Were Cured and Why, 12.

[14] Bill W. My First 40 Years, 147; See Dick B., The Conversion of Bill W., 110, reporting the two places (pp. 130 and 103) of the  manuscript titled “Wilson, W. G. Wilson Recollections,” dated September 1, 1954, that I personally inspected and was permitted to copy of Stepping Stones Archives in 1991.

[15] Lois Remembers, 98.

[16] Bill W. My First 40 Years, 138.

[17] Bill W. My First 40 Years, 139.

[18] Bill W., My First 40 Years, 145.

[19] Bill W., My First 40 Years, 145-46.

[20] The Language of the Heart: Bill W.’s Grapevine Writings (New York: The AA Grapevine, Inc., 1988), 284.

[21] “Pass It On,” 121.

[22] William G. Borchert, The Lois Wilson Story When Love is Not Enough: A Biography of the Cofounder of Al-Anon  (Center City, MN: Hazelden, 2005), 170.

[23] The Co-Founders of Alcoholics Anonymous: Biographical Sketches Their Last Major Talks [Pamphlet P-53] (New York: Alcoholics Anonymous World Services, Inc., 1972, 1976), 10.

[24] The Co-Founders of Alcoholics Anonymous, 13-14

[25] Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th ed., 191

[26] This account was included in the third edition of Alcoholics Anonymous (New York: Alcoholics Anonymous World Services, 1976), 216-17. It has now been removed from the subsequent edition. The picture to which Bill W. pointed was a well-known depiction of “a place called Gethsemane” where Jesus had gone to prayer and “saith unto his disciples, sit ye here, while I go and pray yonder. . .  . And he went a little further, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, ‘O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt,’”

[27] Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th ed., 181.

 

Friday, December 5, 2014

Please let us know if your group would entertain a meeting each month to learn, discuss, pass on old school AA

I would be interested in whether group and meeting leaders would entertain our new plan for 2015 in which a group would set aside a special meeting once or twice a month devoted to presentation, discussion, and questions concerning old school A.A. You will hear more. But I would appreciate your thoughts and suggestions.
God Bless, Dick B. dickb@dickb.com; 808 874 4876